This Saturday, I will be returning back to my hometown and to my family. If you have been following my tweets, you might have known right now that I have resigned from my job here in Cebu to try to pursue another career.

I left a stable job (a job which was also related to my course), I know you think I’m crazy to do that during this time of employment difficulties. I plan to stay at home for a while, help with the family business and at the same time study/practice making websites and also learn php. I do have my online jobs to back me up. I don’t know if I have the potential but I’m just listening to my heart. This is what makes me happy. I’ve been very blessed to have a family that supports me. I am still young and I need to find what I really want to do for a career. I won’t talk about the job that I left here because it’s better to focus on the present.

The 1 year and 9 months I’ve spent living here in Cebu isn’t wasted one bit. God has lead me here in Cebu for a reason. I have learned loads from this experience. I have learned how to live on my own and pay the bills. I have learned how to be mature, how to battle loneliness and how to take care of myself. I needed that because life has been pretty easy on me for past 20 years. I’ve lived in a sheltered kind of life. I was comfortable in my comfort zone. Deciding to work here made me step out of that comfort zone. The greatest thing that happened to me in Cebu was the time when I realized what I want to do with my life. I have discovered what makes me happy and fulfilled. And I want to fully achieve that.

This is one of the biggest risk I’ve ever taken. I could win or fail but I am not afraid. The important thing is that I can say I have tried.

I am again stepping out of my comfort zone. Wish me luck!

P.S.: I really need to change my blog layout ASAP.